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Tuesday, May 5, 2015

Over Than Z

I have more than thousand words to describe you.

But all I can say now is... I truly really extremely like you. And somehow it scares me.

As we can see, it's already the 2nd day of AMD exams. In the other hand, means we're getting closer to the end of this togetherness. After that, we will be really separated. I mean, we ever be separated in the past and... like the dreams come true, you came back and we could be this close. Well... If I may confess, I never really believe that there will be the 2nd, 3rd, or even more miracle after we felt once. Now since the the day is getting closer to the end, I'm scare that I will not able to see you again in the future.

You're such a special person to me, you know. Even though you never try to talk to me first, even though you never ask me to go out first, but when I ask you so, you just behave nicely. You made me special!

And telling you these things... Actually it's a good idea to make me feel less regret in the future when we can't see each other anymore. Yet a bad idea. Yup! I can say it's very bad, moreover, worst! I've been do this thing and as you know, I failed. So, I don't want to be a fool by repeating the same mistake.

Now you are messing up my mind, J